Inside the Mind Of A Celebrity

I’m walking in a black world.  The world around me doesn’t swirl.  The world around me doesn’t smile.   Everything seems like a thousand miles.  When I try to leave the black world, a snake grips me and doesn’t free me.  I plead and plead in my head thinking “Why can’t I be set free?”  I want to see the stars, I want to see the people, and I want to see the sun.  It feels like I’m almost 500 miles instead of 1000 miles.  The black world wasn’t always a world.  The black world was once a cloud that followed me.  As time went by, the black cloud then started to become bigger, and then it engulfed me.  It’s been almost 5 years since I’ve been trapped inside this monster.  When I look at the other people, I say “Why can’t I be like them?”  When I reach out my hand to touch the other world, I get electrocuted by the snake.  The years keep going by, and I still can’t touch the sky.   I want to fly.