End Of Junior Year

I am officially now a senior in my high school.  Now that I'm a senior, it's really strange to see time moving so fast.  I remember going into high school as a freshman fall of 2012,  I was a confused and  freshman entering a whole new world with older, and taller kids around me with really big hallways.  The fact that time is going so fast makes me really scared for what's ahead.

I know I'm still young, but a year from now I will be entering college, and I really don't know what's ahead.   In the end, this is life.  Because life keeps going, I have to stream along with it.  There are some things I wish I could of changed when I was younger such as talking to more people and coming out of my shell.

I have always been a socially awkward/shy girl, so most people don't really know who I am. As a result of that, people often made assumptions, and spread rumors about who they think I am.  Hopefully this year, I will finally get to put all of that behind me and show the world who Samantha really is.

Besides that, I also wish I took certain classes during my underclassmen years.  I guess I couldn't really explore other classes due to my schedule and the school requirements.  It also goes back to my socialization issues with the other kids in school.  Because of those reasons, I couldn't really explore other classes.

I know I made these mistakes in the past, but I want to move on and have a new leaf.  Next September, I will make it a habit to be more outgoing and to take more chances.  Here's to the future!

Why Life Is Precious

It's been a while since I made a blog post.  Within these past weeks, lots of things have happened to me.  Mostly good things, and minimal bad things.  In this post, I wanted to take the time to write about my fish that died a few weeks ago.  Her name was Beauty.

Beauty was a beta fish that was very unique to the eye.  She had a cheerful personality, and she always lived life to the fullest and with bliss despite being a fish.  Beauty had a very unusual feature for a fish.  Beauty had a deformity on her back.  Despite her deformity, she always acted like a normal fish.

When she died on my birthday, it really hit me emotionally.  Her death made me realize how precious we all are on this planet, and the fact that we have to live out our life the the maximum.  If you have something you want to do now, don't sit on the sidelines.

I'm trying to live out my dreams and become a signed music artist and movie actress.  I may not have a agent, manager, or record label backing me, but I will not give up until one day someone wants to sign me.  So for now, I have used the computer as my best resource.

In this world, you have to try to live the best you can.  I know there are many distractions for some people my age such as fitting in, going to parties,  and boyfriends/girlfriends, but there is so much in the entire earth besides socialization.

Life is very scary, but we need to take chances in the world.  If we don't, our hearts become black and we become hermits.   Thank you so much Beauty. You were a incredible creature and you will never be forgotten.  I will try the best I can to spread this message to the world about living life to the fullest.