The Black Cloud

What is a black cloud?  A black cloud is something that has ripped you, and can tear you apart.   There is often a black, sullen, sickle feeling that attacks you.  A haze of loneliness may squeeze you as you shrink into a small balloon that's as small as a pinky.  The things you once believed in have no meaning anymore, and the everyday faces that you see are no more.  Once you're fully shrunken, there is nothing left of you as it feels like you're an hourglass at the bottom.  You are then trapped in an endless black ocean of nothingness.  Sometimes that cloud will disappear like a magician trick, but it may appear like a ninja.  This cloud is a never ending war that continues, and continues.  Day after day, and night after night.