The Girl

Her inner heart aches.  Life is such a complicated ride to her.  She often stares into the rippling water and asks herself why was she born this way.  No matter how many times she tries to cover up her inner, it always comes back to haunt her.  When nobody looks, teardrops of nothingness always stream down her face.

She was born looking normal, but she isn't normal deep inside.  When she talks to people, there is always a mask on her face.  She can never tell if anything is good, or if anything is wrong.  She can never tell if she's being rude, or mean, or immature.  She always tries to hide her inner  by acting spontaneous, ditsy, quiet, and polite, or drawn to her phone typing away.

Unfortunately, not everybody understands her inner problem.  Many people are mean to her.  They always try to harm her in so many ways.  They chant and shout names in the hallways, they spread rumors, tease her, and treat her like she is a piece of garbage.  They judge her just because they don't know.

Sometimes she cries herself to sleep because she just wants all the pain to stop.  She often tries to hide her face to avoid people judging her.  All of her feelings are tied in her phone because writing is how she escapes the world.   The only thing she has ever asked for was to be understood.

This world is harsh to her just because she views the world in a different way.  Even though the others  view it one way, it's very hard to grip on to the other way.  Maybe she's slow, maybe she can't grip on immediately, but it doesn't mean anything bad.  All the people have done is just made her sad.

Just because she has certain quirks, it doesn't make her bad,  or incompetent. She's never been who the world believes she is.  When she's with strangers, she doesn't feel that much of a danger.  They just met her, and they don't know her at all.  When she goes back into that dreaded brick building, everybody seems to know her.  They think they can read her like a open book,

When she is not meeting strangers and dealing with peers, she is often applauded for the talent she has.  Deep down she believes things will get better, and one day everybody will forget who she used to be.  Instead she will be viewed as a queen.