End Of Junior Year

I am officially now a senior in my high school.  Now that I'm a senior, it's really strange to see time moving so fast.  I remember going into high school as a freshman fall of 2012,  I was a confused and  freshman entering a whole new world with older, and taller kids around me with really big hallways.  The fact that time is going so fast makes me really scared for what's ahead.

I know I'm still young, but a year from now I will be entering college, and I really don't know what's ahead.   In the end, this is life.  Because life keeps going, I have to stream along with it.  There are some things I wish I could of changed when I was younger such as talking to more people and coming out of my shell.

I have always been a socially awkward/shy girl, so most people don't really know who I am. As a result of that, people often made assumptions, and spread rumors about who they think I am.  Hopefully this year, I will finally get to put all of that behind me and show the world who Samantha really is.

Besides that, I also wish I took certain classes during my underclassmen years.  I guess I couldn't really explore other classes due to my schedule and the school requirements.  It also goes back to my socialization issues with the other kids in school.  Because of those reasons, I couldn't really explore other classes.

I know I made these mistakes in the past, but I want to move on and have a new leaf.  Next September, I will make it a habit to be more outgoing and to take more chances.  Here's to the future!

Why Life Is Precious

It's been a while since I made a blog post.  Within these past weeks, lots of things have happened to me.  Mostly good things, and minimal bad things.  In this post, I wanted to take the time to write about my fish that died a few weeks ago.  Her name was Beauty.

Beauty was a beta fish that was very unique to the eye.  She had a cheerful personality, and she always lived life to the fullest and with bliss despite being a fish.  Beauty had a very unusual feature for a fish.  Beauty had a deformity on her back.  Despite her deformity, she always acted like a normal fish.

When she died on my birthday, it really hit me emotionally.  Her death made me realize how precious we all are on this planet, and the fact that we have to live out our life the the maximum.  If you have something you want to do now, don't sit on the sidelines.

I'm trying to live out my dreams and become a signed music artist and movie actress.  I may not have a agent, manager, or record label backing me, but I will not give up until one day someone wants to sign me.  So for now, I have used the computer as my best resource.

In this world, you have to try to live the best you can.  I know there are many distractions for some people my age such as fitting in, going to parties,  and boyfriends/girlfriends, but there is so much in the entire earth besides socialization.

Life is very scary, but we need to take chances in the world.  If we don't, our hearts become black and we become hermits.   Thank you so much Beauty. You were a incredible creature and you will never be forgotten.  I will try the best I can to spread this message to the world about living life to the fullest.

Improv and Conversations

I was in deep thought today, and I thought about how conversations are like improv.  Think about this, improv is not scripted, and so are conversations.  In improv you need to always to be on the spot and improvise.  Same with convos!  And if the improv or convo doesn't finish right, it gets plain awkward.  It's so crazy how improv is incorporated in our lives like that.  What else is incorporated in our lives that is art related?  Comment below!

Vent

Hi Guys!  It's been a REALLY long time since I last posted a blog post.  Anyways, I hope you can forgive me for that.  A few days ago, I joined this app called Vent.  What is Vent?

Vent is an amazing social app that is a community more than a typical app.  Even though the app is only a few months old, it's becoming really popular. The app is called "Vent" because a person can make statuses and vent about their life.

I've made some friends off the app, and everyone is nice and supportive to each other.  When you make a status which is also known as a "Vent", there is an option where you press can either "Hug", "Laugh", or "WTF".  I don't really saying that word because it is a curse word, but that is an option.  These options are usually there to show your reaction.

If you can, please check out this amazing app.  You will not regret it!

Human Beings

I noticed that for some reason in high school, there seems to be a pressure for dating. It seems like if you don't date, people assume you're either lesbian or gay.  In all honesty, that's so stupid.  A guy or girl isn't lesbian or gay because they don't date.  Maybe there are family rules, they could be possibly shy, or maybe are not attracted to anybody in school because nobody has perked their interest, or even the slight possibility of being asexual ( Sexual Orientation where one is not attracted to any gender.)


It genuinely bothers me that some people in my school make assumptions like this.  It's just general ignorance.  If we all took the time to get to know people, maybe we wouldn't have rumors like this.  Also, nothing is wrong with anybody that is gay/lesbian/trans.  They are their own human beings just like us.  This is the same issue that people with mental disorders and disabilities deal with.

People with a disability or mental disorder face discrimination all the time.  It's disgusting.
Humans are scared of the unknown, and say things because they don't want to face the unknown.  Humanity needs to face the unknown, and accept that not everything will be same color that they wish to see.

Mental Illnesses in Society

Something I notice in society is that we overlook how serious mental illness really is.  Mental illnesses are something that people struggle with in society.  Mental illnesses are like being in a warped reality, but at the same time there is a cryptic beauty that comes with being mentally ill.

When one is mentally sick,they often see a different type of reality.  In a way, it's almost like a painting.  There are many colors in a painting.  When one is mentally ill, they have many shades in their life.

The Negative: A person may feel like your whole life is crashing down, and they want to fall in a deep hole and cry, and they never want to wake up.  Everything is extreme,they feel anxious, and all They see is shades of darkness.


The Positive: They feel like they're are walking on a cloud, they feel amazing, empowered, nothing can stop them at all.  they feel like they're walking in a trail of flowers, and everything is magical.

In Between:  they feel completely calm.

Mental illnesses are just as serious as physical diseases.  It may not feel physical pain in one's eyes, but one will  feel so many emotions and so many views of the world.  The world seems really scared to accept that mental illnesses are just as serious as a regular, physical diseases.  The world needs to give people monthly psychiatric evaluations, or at least someone to talk to.


If the world did things like that, we wouldn't have things such as the airplane incident that just happened in Germany, the Boston Bombing, and Sandy Hook.  All of these people had mental illnesses.

Mental illnesses are not the only problem.  In this world, learning disabilities and autism spectrum disorders are  also overlooked.  Just because one individual is slow, it doesn't mean they are incompetent.  They have a bit of a harder time processing than others because of a few brain defects.  They're just average people like all of us.  Unfortunately, there are many people that don't have the patience to tolerate their defects.


If there is anybody that is reading this that has any mental disorder, autistic disorder, or learning disability, I just want to say you are so strong inside and beautiful.  Life is really hard if one individual has anything in these categories. Continue staying strong and keep living life the best you can.

Something I Really Want To Do

We all have things we want to try to do.  As for myself,  I would like to tap more into filmmaking or creating a play and actually directing.  I mean, I am no stranger to filmmaking.   For the past two years, I have been involved in a certain class at my school that creates films, and I really enjoy doing it.  I have many ideas that I want to bring to life, and it would be really great for me to create at least more than one product.  Hmm..  Who knows?  Maybe I will try one of those soon in the near future!

The Girl

Her inner heart aches.  Life is such a complicated ride to her.  She often stares into the rippling water and asks herself why was she born this way.  No matter how many times she tries to cover up her inner, it always comes back to haunt her.  When nobody looks, teardrops of nothingness always stream down her face.

She was born looking normal, but she isn't normal deep inside.  When she talks to people, there is always a mask on her face.  She can never tell if anything is good, or if anything is wrong.  She can never tell if she's being rude, or mean, or immature.  She always tries to hide her inner  by acting spontaneous, ditsy, quiet, and polite, or drawn to her phone typing away.

Unfortunately, not everybody understands her inner problem.  Many people are mean to her.  They always try to harm her in so many ways.  They chant and shout names in the hallways, they spread rumors, tease her, and treat her like she is a piece of garbage.  They judge her just because they don't know.

Sometimes she cries herself to sleep because she just wants all the pain to stop.  She often tries to hide her face to avoid people judging her.  All of her feelings are tied in her phone because writing is how she escapes the world.   The only thing she has ever asked for was to be understood.

This world is harsh to her just because she views the world in a different way.  Even though the others  view it one way, it's very hard to grip on to the other way.  Maybe she's slow, maybe she can't grip on immediately, but it doesn't mean anything bad.  All the people have done is just made her sad.

Just because she has certain quirks, it doesn't make her bad,  or incompetent. She's never been who the world believes she is.  When she's with strangers, she doesn't feel that much of a danger.  They just met her, and they don't know her at all.  When she goes back into that dreaded brick building, everybody seems to know her.  They think they can read her like a open book,

When she is not meeting strangers and dealing with peers, she is often applauded for the talent she has.  Deep down she believes things will get better, and one day everybody will forget who she used to be.  Instead she will be viewed as a queen.

Valentine's Day

It's that time of the year again.  I know Valentine's day is supposed to have a good meaning behind it, but I feel like that meaning was ruined because of Marketers and business people.  This is the one holiday for overcharged candy, flowers, jewelry, and going out for a bite at a restaurant.  But in all reality, is this such a significant holiday?  Do we really need a holiday to express our "love" for someone?

 Also, what about all of the single people that don't have Valentines?  The ones that don't have Valentine's feel bad that they don't have anyone in their life.  It's almost like society will force you to make Valentine's Day a fiasco for the ones that have someone, and then the ones that are single are upset.

Honestly, if you even think about it, having a date with that special guy/girl is equivalent to any Valentine's Day.  The only difference is, they are not in a brainwashed society state, and nothing is overpriced. What do you think of Valentine's Day?  Comment below!

Her Eyes

What is in her eyes?  What do her eyes say?  She’s quite beautiful in the moonlight when she’s lifted up.   Her eyes are a distorted reality where she feels everything is a black and white path.  Sometimes everything is ok, and it feels like a shooting star.  But sometimes she feels like she’s falling down.  She’s sick of being someone she’s not to the outer world.  She screams for spring to come again, and she wants time to be reversed.

Behind her green-brown eyes, she wants to feel like a human.  She wants to be that dancing swan that has been covered up for millenniums.  Her heart has become black.  She expresses herself through words and her imagination.  At night she dreams of memories from another time where she was actually singing.  Sometimes she feels like she is a 5 year old in a 16 year old body.  She’s always been blinded from the world, since birth.

She often hides herself behind objects that possess her emotions.  Those objects take her away from her reality, and it engulfs her in comfort. When she wakes up in the morning, she walks to the door, and walks out, and is in a sleep trance.  When she gets to the building, her mask starts to form quickly as if leaves are falling down on a tree.  She takes a mental sigh, and continues walking through the building.  She’s in a building with people that she’s known for centuries and could read like a book, but they choose to not know her.

The months and weeks continue, and she now drops deep down into the ocean.  She wakes up on a beautiful island by the time spring has arrived.  On the island, everything is positive.  All of the darkness in her soul starts to leave.  She now feels more confident, she becomes more talkative, and happy.  When she wakes up in the morning, she feels the sunshine hit her icy cold face, and she feels the warmth.

When she walks right into that building, everyone gives her a whole hearted hello, and she feels warm.  She’s not the sad girl anymore, she doesn't feel blind either.  She has arrived.

Idea

The other day in STAC, my teacher mentioned that he wanted to do a play on Bullying at one point as a project, and perform the play down at my school district's middle school.  My idea for the play would be this: A student in middle school living with Asperger's syndrome, or a rare condition called Non-verbal learning disability (NVLD).  Why Asperger's Syndrome or NVLD ?

Asperger's syndrome, and NVLD are both disorders that cause someone to not really fit in at school.  With either of these disorders, you can't really pick up on social cues, you learn differently than most, and you get really anxious as a result, which can cause bullying, and ultimately depression, and suicide in some tragic cases for some.

Something that is not really put out there is Special Ed Bullying.  Students in Special Education get teased because of their disability by teachers, and kids on the school grounds.  Some teachers will down talk them as if they're mentally retarded, and so do kids.  The kids call the ones in Special Ed cruel names such as "Sped", and "Retard" by humiliating them behind their back, or by name calling in the hallway.

I feel like there could be a lot of material done with this if developed the right way.

Fabulous News

I have been alerted with some fabulous news!!!!!!  I am a semi-finalist of 8 people out of 100 plus that auditioned for a prestigious showcase on Long Island called "Your Big Break".  I am very excited for this opportunity.

The selected few get to showcase themselves to very notable people in the music industry.   In this showcase, there is a lot of press/media that comes, and you can win some fabulous prizes as well.  If you are interested in seeing my showcase, my showcase is at the Great Neck Arts Center at the Gold Coast Acoustic Cafe on March 21st, 2015.

Favorite Show

 We all have our own favorite shows.  I have a few favorite shows, but my favorite show is Jai'me  Private School Girl.  This show is a mockumentary around a really snotty private school girl.  It is very humorous, and VERY quotable.   Even though this show is Australian, it is relatively popular here in the United States. You might be weirded out by Jai'me's appearance at first.  Jai'me is actually played by a very popular Australian  actor named Chris Lilley.  Chris Lilley is a actor that can play many roles.  Basically he is Robin Williams, and Larry David morphed into one because of his ability.  You often forget that Jai'me is played by a man because of the scary accuracy of a snotty girl.

If you want to find this show, you watch this on HBO, or order it on demand.  Just be aware that there is another show that Jai'me is in called Summer Heights High, which is a really good show too on HBO.  If you want the Jai'me exclusive one, search for  Jai'me Private School Girl.  Summer Heights High was the show that came before Jai'me's own show.

Summer Heights High focuses around three characters.  Jaime was one of the main characters, and it gives an introduction to her character, and two other characters that are all played by Chris Lilley.  The two other characters are a juvenile delinquent, and a drama teacher.  Keep in mind that you don't need to watch Summer Heights High first to jump into Jai'me's exclusive show.

If you have the time to watch this show, you will not regret it.  It may be a bit confusing at first, but you fall in love with the character's personality.  Here is a trailer below:

http://youtu.be/pniDfPCab8Q

Country Bears

Today I sat down to see this movie called “Country Bears”, that my brother wanted to watch.  I haven’t seen the movie since I was 5.  Oh god, it was so bad.  I’m not particularly sure why I enjoyed this movie when I was younger, but it is flat out terrible. How did I find this movie “cute” when I was little? There is nothing cute in my opinion about the movie.

Plot

Let’s start with the plot to this movie. The movie opens with these animatronic bears that are “Rock legends” performing in Nashville. (They looked like they were Lorde performing at the Grammy awards last year.) The band consists of Elton John’s furry counterpart, and Wookie wannabes that did not make the cut at the Star Wars auditions. After showing the group perform, we are notified that the band decided to split up in 1991.  (I wonder why?)

 Ten years later, we are introduced to a character named Beary Bearington. (That is such a name!)  Apparently Beary is adopted by a human family called the Bearingtons.  (The irony is killing me!)  Beary then chats with his family claiming that he feels “different".  (Considering you are a bear, it’s kind of obvious!)  The parents deny it, but Beary’s brother starts to tell him the truth, and shows him how he was found moments later with a really bad edited picture, and a TRACKING DEVICE?! (Damn! I can only imagine the horrors of how Beary was really found!)

Beary decides to run away from his family that loves him, and cares for him just to feel he can belong! (Very smart way of getting abducted Beary! Good job!)  Beary is now on a bus, and heads to the place where his favorite idols perform. (Gee, I wonder who they are!)  While Beary runs off, we see his family CRYING that he ran away. (You see Beary, there are people that LOVE you!)  We then switch over to one of the horrifying mutated bears, and apparently the place that the “Country Bears” performed at and built is shutting down thanks to a banker that’s played by Christopher Walken.

 

Elvis’s furry counterpart is upset that the place is shutting down!   Beary walks over and offers to get the band together with a reunion show, so the place doesn't shutdown.  Beary accompanies Elton John, and the quest begins to find the lost Wookies. (It seems like a fantastic idea to accept a suggestion from someone you just met five seconds ago! Are these screenwriters THIS lazy?!) We now jump back to Beary’s loving family, and we happen to see two cops. One of the cops has a fake mustache, and the other one does not have a mustache.  (I forget the Actor’s names by the way.)  The cops are now on a quest to find Beary.

Beary and Elvis managed to grab the gang, and got back together within minutes.  This is including some very awkward music numbers in between.  Eventually, the cops give up at finding Beary, and there is a news flash saying that Beary was kidnapped by a member of the beloved “Country Bears”.  The cops regain some hope, and a cheesy car chase scene is followed. (I think these guys need a raise!)  The gang manages to lose the cops and continue on their quest.  Not once do we hear from Beary’s family until the near end of the movie.

 The “Country Bears” decide that maybe it was not worth reuniting, which causes a heartbroken Beary.  Beary then decides to call his family. The only one that picks up the phone is his brother.  Beary runs away from his idols, and runs home.  His American Horror story posse discover that he ran away because he was upset. (Beary is making running away and killing other’s emotions a really bad habit!)  The American Horror Story crew feels bad, and the furry Elvis conveniently finds Beary’s home.  (Elvis is a stalker!)

Beary and Elvis resolve things, and head back to the building that the Country Bears created.  As they’re heading back, we see the banker destroying multiple models of the bear’s building with iron, repeatedly screaming “Ow” in his office.  (OCD?)   The banker starts to kidnap everyone in the band but Beary and Elvis, and puts them in a jail cell.

 

Beary and Elvis find out, and get the help from Beary’s parents who are not even freaked out by the situation.  (If it were me, I’d be freaking out!)  Beary and Elvis go through a near death drive, and Elvis flies and crashes through the jail cell’s window without zero injuries. (Is he part robot?)  Somehow Beary appears out of nowhere and is reunited with his own kind. 

The banker shows up, taunts them, and reveals why he kidnapped the bears.  He kidnapped the bears because he was angry that he lost in a talent competition for a music career.  Even though the bears are animatronic freak shows, they actually have a talent.  The banker’s talent was making fart noises from his armpit. (This guy needs a therapist for holding a grudge like this.)  The banker escapes, and heads towards the building.   

Beary and co escape, and head to the building. Guess who’s there!  The banker arrived, and is about to blow up the beloved building in a half hour. Beary and co manage to stop this, and within seconds grab a huge audience for their reunion show after they were barely promoted. (Somebody needs to fire these screenwriters.)

Beary performs with the band, and we see Beary’s family rocking out to Beary’s performance.  Then we head to the credits.

This movie actually got pretty bad reviews in the media by the way.  Overall, this movie is really bad, and I see things really different as I’m older for what the movie really is.  What is a bad movie you've seen?  Comment below!

My Frosty Heart

  I see the darkness and the light.  When I walk down those stairs I see a mixture.  There seems to be no picture.  In this world, we get stuck on a cliff and reality seems like fiction sometimes.  You are imagining something that isn't there. Everything is a mixed painting.  For one minute, you are stuck in a white, angelic world.  Then reality will hit you, and you are plummeted into the ground without a sound.  Maybe you plummet too much, and maybe you dream too hard.  Dreaming is usually for the ones that want more in this world.  My eyes wants more in this world.  Even though it feels like a rut right now, the future looks bright and clear despite my frosty heart.

Review of 2014

Since the New Year is rapidly approaching, I thought that I could review my whole personal year.   If I had to rate my personal year in 2014 out of 100, I’d say that I would give this year a 50.  I had some ups and downs this year, but I think it was overall an ok year. 

Emotional

The first half of 2014 was honestly hard for me on an emotional level.  I had more anxiety,  I had a lower self - esteem, and I just felt like my whole world was spiraling out of control.  However, I was able to pull it together, and I ended up becoming more confident by the second half of the year, so that’s good!

Career

I’d have to say that this was probably the most exciting year for my music/acting career.  This year, I had more opportunities than any year before.  I introduced myself to music professionals, went on local radio stations, was televised on a showcase in Manhattan, and I ended up being in a few more films.  One film that I was in will be at Sundance next year, so I am pretty happy!!!  But I think the biggest accomplishment that was really successful in my career so far was being on the Al Walser Top 20 countdown as number 18, on an international radio of 12.5 million viewers with the song that I wrote and sang.  I feel proud of my accomplishments!

STAC

STAC is an amazing class.  This class really helped me with my confidence, and I am really glad I got into the program.  This class is not like any other class I’ve taken

 at school. You’re allowed to be creative, you become very independent on school trips, such as trips into NYC!  This class also brings the best out of you, you are put out of your comfort zones to try new art forms, and I met some really cool people in STAC. It really allows you to grow as a person.

Everyone’s personal experience with 2014 is different.  Mine was ok, so I am happy with that.  Even though I had my ups and downs, everything turned out fine.  I hope 2015 brings me wonderful opportunities on a professional, and a personal level.  I wish you have a happy new year, and I will be writing my next blog post in 2015!

The Golden Mile

The world might be a hard flight, but it forms a golden mile.  Sometimes this golden mile may become shaded, and everything becomes faded, and there is a feeling of frustration.

Sometimes the world around you might seem like a lie, but those lies help you fly in the long run.   Even though the shadows always point at you like a paparazzi, you come out like a superior statue.   The shadows will diminish with age and time. You then turn curses around you like they’re your own blessings, and not your own messings.

As time goes on, you become a golden statue, and the ones that laughed at you are now as thin as a stick.  The world is now your oyster, despite what you endured.  You have now conquered the golden mile. 

Really Cool Disney Theories

Lately I have been reading about Disney theories. Theories are really interesting to think about because they really get you thinking.  I thought that I could share some cool Disney theories that I’ve come across

1.     Jane from Tarzan and Belle from Beauty and the Beast are relatives

Are Jane and Belle actually relatives?  In the movie “Tarzan”, there is one scene where Mrs. Potts and Chip make a cameo.  This suggests that Belle passed the tea set through generations.  I know Disney has this habit of placing little hints in their movies of other Disney characters too, so it could just be a cameo or maybe something even more.  Beside Mrs. Potts, both Belle and Jane look physically similar, dress similar, and have an attraction to animalistic men.   Who knows, maybe this theory could be true

2.     The Little Mermaid, Frozen, and Tangled are all connected

I was mind blown when I read this.  In this theory, it starts with Flynn and Rapunzel getting married.  Elsa and Anna’s parents were invited to the marriage and then they board a ship to go to the royal wedding.  On their way to the wedding, the ship breaks, and sinks.   If you carefully look at the ship, you will see that the ship looks exactly like the one in The Little Mermaid that was under the sea.  Besides similarity in looks, each place that all three movies are set in are geographically close to each other.  The Little Mermaid takes place off the coast of Denmark, Tangled takes place in Germany, and Frozen takes place in Norway.  I could never look at all three of those movies the same after I read this.  All  I think about now is this theory every time I hear one of those movie titles

3.  Andy’s Mom from Toy Story is going through a divorce

When I was little, I always wondered why there wasn’t a dad shown in Toy Story.   Apparently, there is actually a theory for why there isn’t a dad in the Toy Story series.   If you look at Andy’s mom in the movie, you will notice she doesn’t have a wedding ring.  When you are married, you are supposed to have a wedding ring.  Also, why is Andy’s family moving to a smaller house?  This would indicate that Andy’s dad has now stopped being apart of the family.  Because the mom doesn’t have the father to back the family with money, Andy, Andy’s sister, and his mom move out to a smaller house that supports them financially.    I think overall, this theory could be true

4.     The Pixar Theory

I love this theory.  In this theory, every Pixar movie is connected through a timeline. (I am warning you in advance that this is a really long theory.)  The theory starts during the 14^th-15^th century.  A princess (Brave) starts experimenting with magic and turns her mom into a bear.  This magic is the reason why animals and inanimate objects behave like humans.

 The magic was then utilized by a witch that has the ability to vanish through doors.  This magic would then lead to the birth of superheroes.  Let’s head to the 1950’s during the era of superheroes.  The Supers (The Incredibles), and other superheroes kept balance in the world until a wannabe superhero named Buddy starts creating artificial intelligent robots that starts building threats for the superheroes. 

This is now a movement in which we see artificial intelligence starting to pose as threats to the superheroes.  One of the Artificial Robots sent off electro magnet energy around the world.   As a result, the toys then start absorbing some of the powers from the Artificial Robots that had this energy.  Now we jump to the late 1990’s in the year 1997.

 Toys (Toy Story) start to show the first signs of life due to the previous technological wavelengths.  The toys then start to show rules and codes that they make up and realize what happens when they are isolated from humans, due to the fact that humans are now a newly discovered power source.  Two years later (Toy Story 2), the toys start showing resentment to the humans and then start questioning their actual purposes in life.  It is then discovered that the animals share resentment to the humans as well.

Now we are in the new millennium, in the year 2003.  We discover that the animals in the ocean (Finding Nemo) are starting to show more humanistic advancements due to human polluting the ocean, and are doing experiments on the animals.  Dory was one of the animals that was experimented on, which causes her short- term memory.  The animals are starting to show more signs of resentment to the humans, and start to question their new human features.

Four years later, we meet Remy (Ratatouille).  Remy is shown to be the first animal with advanced intelligence to interact with another human.  Remy comes off as wanting to help make linguini, but it is an actual scheme to control the humans.  The rat clans are showing more resentment to the humans, and they are now starting to fear and hate them.

Three years later (Toy Story 3), the toys start to develop hatred towards the humans due to emotional and physical abuse.  Lotso The Huggin’ Bear starts to take care of his own kind.  This is now starting to provide a reason for toys and objects alike now feeling ready to take over.  Carl and Ellie (Up) write a letter to Andy to discard his toys because they are aware of the future between humans and toys, and they are starting to prepare to live in solitude.

  In between the years 2011-2016, Carl is forced to give up his house to BNL.  BNL is a fast moving company that is now expanding towards the city.  This is starting to foreshadow how this company will pollute and wipe out all life forms in the future.  During Carl’s journey, Carl discovers that animals can successfully communicate with humans and discovers the animal’s bitterness to humans.

 Carl then trains an army of dogs effectively.  This now becomes the tipping point between humans and dogs.  Years later, a short war between animals and humans break out.  The humans end up winning the war thanks to the machines that saved them.

  In the years 2100-2200, Earth’s balance started to become tipped.  Because of Earth’s problems, the machines sent the humans on a spaceship called Axiom.  Once all of the humans left, all of the machines were left to populate. (Cars)  The machines ended up thriving until Allinol was invented. (Cars 2)

  Allinol was a company run by BNL.  Allinol became a catalyst for anti alternative fuel, which resulted in a whole war for fuel.  Because of the whole war thanks to BNL, the Earth becomes unstable and unsustainable for life.  A century later, one robot (Walle-E) becomes the only machine left on earth. 

This robot was the only survivor because of his human fascination, and friendship with a cockroach.  (Very few living beings survived Earth’s problems, and all the machines but the robot left earth due to their own independence.) The robot helps bring the humans back to earth after a century, and the human race is saved. The robot ends up growing a tree on Earth after the human race is brought back.

In the years 2898-3000, we discover that the tree that the robot planted is actually the tree that bugs now thrive with.  Mutated bugs (Bug’s Life) are now living around the tree.  The bugs that evolved from mutation are now sturdier, and live longer than the average bug.  The other bugs advised one bug to not leave the island that they live in under the tree because of all the dangerous animals.

  Not once, did the other bugs talk about the humans.  They didn’t warn the bug that wanted to leave about humans because of the fact that the human population is really small.  In the distant future, animals are now starting to evolve into more dominant species. 

Another century later, the animals start changing into monsters due to BNL’s leftover radiation.  These monsters end up wiping away the whole human race by accident.  A monster university (Monster’s University) starts to form by the year 1313. (This is the monster calendar.  The monster calendar is different from the human calendar, and shows that their events took 1400 years after A Bug’s Life.)

  At the monster university, monsters were taught that the humans were toxic and were from another dimension.  The monsters then become worried of altering history and being erased. Years later, the monsters then realize that getting rid of the humans was a mistake, and then use machines that they started to create to travel through generation, and generation for their energy source. (Monster’s Inc)

   One monster ends up meeting a little girl when traveling through time, and then he and the little girl then form a friendship.  Eventually the monster had to say goodbye to the little girl. The little girl travels through time afterwards, and becomes a witch that's now forever searching for her monster friend.  This theory really makes me think of a whole other side to Pixar.

Theories are a lot to think about.  We don’t know if they’re true or not, but it is always fun to speculate in the end.

Shattered Glass

Nobody sees her shattered glass that she always carries.  The glass looks pretty and normal on the outside, but in the reality of who she is, she is like a wilted flower.   She feels that the world is a mess, and she’s always been a distress. It’s almost like her life is like a china doll.

She’s so fragile that she does crack inside.  On the inside she is breaking and not awake.    She feels she is very helpless to the world, and to herself.   The world around her is such a race.

  Most of the time, she ends up falling in muk, and gets stuck while everyone around her passes by. Her mind understands one thing, but her body always does something else no matter how many times it is explained.

She then will hear the shadows whisper and point out everything she does. It’s like a record that does not stop playing. 

Although her shattered glass numbs her, there is a tiny light that always gives her hope.  She always relies on that light to get her through each day, and she hopes and hopes for a new life despite her hard flight.